The 500th attempt
I’ve had “my last cigarette” honestly like 500 times. I live near a convenience store, I work with smokers and am around smokers often - so i end up bumming one.
In the last 4 years the longest I’ve gone without a smoke is 48 hours. I’ve tried to quit so many times. It sucks. I love it and hate it. I wish I never had learned how much I liked it. I wish I could go back to that first ever puff of a smoke that was so harsh and gross...and never do it again.
I’m gonna see about a support group. I’m in my 30s. Smoke about half a pack a day for years now - sometimes less, sometimes more.
Gonna try (another) quit now. I have a new quit like twice a day, but maybe talking on this forum might help.