Never going to be a good time

I've realized there's never going to be a good time to quit. I'm 35, been smoking since 13-.
No health problems so far- I just want yo be healthy and happy.
I want to be active and fit-. I'm getting married and I don't want to die young.
I have to push through this no matter how hard it is
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Never going to be a good time
Calgary